Sunday, December 12, 2010

Koji Sekiguchi




12 December 2010

 Dear Phyllis,

When we were in the states many years ago I used to listen to a daily radio broadcast by a marvelous Assembly of God preacher, DM Ward. He was a man of the caliber of AW Tozer – a very realistic, down-to-earth, man of God. At the time I was listening to him, he had a series going on of testimonies of outstanding Christians he knew. I found those testimonies very helpful. I can’t match the stories DM Ward told, but it has been my privilege to know a number of unusual Christians over the years.

One man who stands out in my life is Koji Sekiguchi. Koji was the closest friend I ever had. He was the best man at my wedding and for years I said he was the most outstanding Christian I had ever met.

Koji was Rachel Sekiguchi’s younger brother. Some time ago, I wrote you the story of Rachel Sekiguchi. She was the high school girl from Oguri that received a tract fourth hand and was marvelously saved. She wound up being a missionary to Brazil, where she has spent her entire adult life.

There were seven brothers and sisters in the Sekiguchi family. Over the years she saw all her family saved, including her dad, who was a Shinto priest. Her elder brother, Takao, was the head elder in my church in Karuizawa.

Koji was about 12 years old when Rachel got saved. As she, very soon, was a student in the Karuizawa Bible School, she influenced the entire family to be associated with the Bible school, and got Koji to come to Karuizawa to live at the Bible school, and go to school in the Karuizawa public junior high and high school.

As a young boy, Koji didn’t care for coerced Christianity, but he was a captive and had no choice. The budget at the Karuizawa Bible School was terribly low. Food was scarce and the rooms were freezing. That was bad enough, but Koji especially resented the imposed day of fasting once a month. More than that he had to stand on the street corner, participating in street meetings. He would stand there embarrassed to tears as his school friends would come by to make fun of him. Christianity definitely was not the life he wanted to choose.

His roommate was Kimura san. I wrote you the story of Kimura san some time ago. He was the Japanese fighter pilot who got shot down by a Christian American pilot overt the Philippine Sea, and then spent seven years as a POW in Siberia. After his release from the Russian slave labor camp in 1952, he returned home to find all his family had been killed during the war. With nothing left in life, he devoted himself to being a Buddhist monk walking around Japan praying for the spirits of his family and friends who had died during the war. One day he was in Karuizawa and saw a group of students from the Bible school having a street meeting. Through that initial contact he was saved and stayed on as a student in the school. Kimura san was considerably older but shared a room with young Koji.

Quite naturally, the young fellow was fascinated by the flying stories Kimura san told with him. This excited a passion to become a pilot himself some day.

After graduating from high school, Koji ran away from home (the Bible school), and joined JASDF (Japanese Air Force). His dreams were becoming a reality. At last he was in pilot training, well on his way to the top in the aviation field. Koji was elated with is freedom from forced Christianity and was now free to enjoy the full savor of a life of sin. But he had one major problem. He knew too much Gospel. He knew the Gospel was true, but wished he had never heard it. All his buddies could go out and have a good time drinking, and with the girls, but he couldn’t. His conscience was making him feel guilty, and terribly uneasy. He was struck in a lose-lose situation. His knowledge of the Bible was keeping him from a life of freedom in sin, and sin was keeping him from the freedom of Christ.  

One day he was sitting in the mess hall (dining hall) talking to a friend, sharing with him his concern. He asked, “Aren’t you afraid of death?” His buddy cheerfully responded, “Oh no. That’s no problem at all. When I die I will just say, ‘Tenno heika sama, banzai!’ (Three cheers for the emperor).” Koji wasn’t sure death was that easy.

The next day he was standing along side the runway watching aircraft take off. There was one T-33 on take off. At the most critical point of getting about 10 meters (30 feet) in the air, suddenly they had flame-out, and settled back to earth. The bird was going too fast to stop, and overshot the runway. The plane went through the perimeter fence and wound up sitting in a ditch just outside the airbase. Koji was the first one at the scene. The pilots were unhurt but the fuselage had been twisted in the crash, and they couldn’t get the canopy open. There is a lanyard on the outside of the T-33 that someone can pull to get the pilots out. Koji grabbed the handle and gave it a might jerk. Nothing happened. The canopy was jammed. The plane had a full fuel load and the wingtip drop-tanks had ruptured in the crash, dousing the area with JP-4 fuel. Some of the fuel got near the hot engine and ignited a fire. The two pilots inside were frantically banging on the canopy trying to get out. Koji was standing on top the fuselage pulling on the canopy and looked inside to see the face of the terrified trapped pilots. The man in the front seat was his buddy he had been talking to the day before. The intense heat of the fire drove Koji away from the aircraft, and he stood 50 feet away watching his friend burn to death in that cockpit. Koji said. “It wasn’t ‘Banzai’. It was just horrible!”

That sobered him up. It was bad enough to watch a man burn to death in a cockpit, but he didn’t want to spend eternity burning in hell. No pleasure of sin was worth that. He surrendered his life to Jesus.

Now he was a Christian, life looked a little less complicated, but another problem came up. He was having serious problems with ear blocks coming down from high altitude penetrations. Of course, all aircraft are pressurized, but there still is a serious change in air pressure from about 10,000 feet to sea level. This was causing terribly painful earaches. The pain was so intense Koji finally had to go to the base hospital to see if the doctors could do anything to help. An examination revealed that the hole in the inner ear, that provides for equalization of air pressure in Koji’s head, was smaller than usual, making it impossible for the air pressure to adjust. This was the cause of the earaches. He was within days of graduation. Because of this medical problem, Koji was grounded. Another crash.

Being eliminated from pilot training, Koji left the Air Force and returned to his roots in Karuizawa. He had gone far enough in training to acquire a commercial pilot’s license, which was a treasure for any young Japanese boy in 1962. They had a special ceremony. Koji stood up and announced, “I have only one idol in my life” – and he burned his pilot’s license.

He got pressured into marrying the English interpreter, Yoshiko, at the Bible school. Nothing seemed to go right as he was struggling to find God’s will for his life. They worked for an apiary honey man in Yokokawa for a couple of years, but that didn’t work out.

In 1968 he was at loose ends between jobs and came up to see me one Sunday. Just at that time I had a friend coming in from the states and had to take two weeks off from the language school to show my friend around Japan. I asked Koji if he would run the language lab for me for two weeks. That job lasted for eight years, and was a major event in both our lives. We became in separable. I never had a closer friend or one that I loved more dearly. We did every thing together. I taught him carpentry and we built the Union Church chapel and several other major construction jobs together.

Then the devil got involved. There were a couple of extremely serious failures where I had to discipline him, but still wanted to maintain our relationship. I had to fire him from the language school but kept him on working full time with me in construction. But the bond was gone. It was like a divorce that was a huge loss for both of us.

After a year of strained relations, I called him in one night to try to find out what caused the break. To this day I still don’t know. With intense pain in his heart Koji said, “Do you remember the time when the students in the language school were coming to me with their problems rather to you; and you were jealous of me?” I adamantly replied, “That never happened! I was pleased that you were doing so well, and everyone respected you so highly. I was never jealous.”

  “Yes you were. I could tell by the look on your face. That hurt me deeply.”

As near as I can tell, it was 100% demonic interference by imagined misunderstanding. But it was a misunderstanding I have never been able to bridge. To Koji it was a very real event. And to me it was one that I could never recall.

That was over 30 years ago. Koji is now 67 years old. He went on to start his own construction company, and has done very well. I have had loose contact with him over the years, and he has gone on well as a man of God. He is a major leader in the church today and has a good tract record in heaven.

 We all have had major upheavals in life that have been life-changing. But over all of them we can write “Romans 8:28”. Through them all we can see the hand of God bringing us to Himself. I am looking forward to spending eternity with Koji;

And with you too;

                                  bill

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